I just woke up. I am actually pretty sick now but I am doing all the things I need to do to get better. Luckily I dated a doctor's son for a couple of years and he taught me very many useful things on getting better.
The clouds have been heavy and grey. It feels and smells wet outside but the rain just never came and I don't think it will. But this is the desert and this is what we all get for living here. I have the ability to move away, I can get up and go right now. Yeah I'd loose my job and this spacious spot I have here, but a change of scenery would be nice. But as I'm getting older, I'm realizing the desert isn't so bad. It's calm and i've learned to like calm things. I will go back to school and I'll meet more people and I'll be happier. I can hop on I-10 and go anywhere I want for a weekend. That's what we all do to get by down here. To keep sane and occupied.
I'm sitting here in such a boring and blank way. There's a lot on my mind and I'm trying to figure out what's more important. Dana and Trevor are down sizing to an apartment in April. I am more than welcome to go with them. They can use the extra 150 a month and the small, helpful things I do around the house. Living with them is no issue here. I have a entire side of a house to myself. But i feel like an apartment will be too tight. I will feel like a child, especially since I can afford my own apartment anyway.
So maybe it's time. I just wish I had roommates to move in with to cut the costs. Someone my age, with my interests must be wanting and feeling the same thing right now in this desert. I just need to find her/him.
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