Handicapped

I slept the wrong way for hours last night. I woke up with the most painful stiff neck I've ever had. I also slept in too late, but hey, I'm off tomorrow too, so I can stay up 'til the wee hours of the morning to make up for it.

Luckily I have marijuana, beer, wine, and vicodin to treat this neck. It will take it all away and I will feel better. Then I will grow numb and won't think about the things I don't want to think about. It's that easy, really. This is why I can't have children. I'm always a borderline addict, which is enough to make me a terrible, irresponsible mother. So that's why I cringe when people say I would be a kickass mom. Rabbits and boys I like are different. So much easier to take care of. 

It's later now and I'm about ready to leave. I took pictures and complained about my neck pain all day. I have a lot of make up on and my hair looks healthy.