I went through a phase in 2009. A weird one. It was like being straight edge but only from sex. LUL
"Letting go, saying yes, saying no (mostly no), holding back, pushing, fighting, and grasping; September. Winter is approaching, I felt it so much last night. Easy solutions and thinking everything through calms the blister of it, though and I'm here to say I'm fully prepared what these months are about to bring. So go ahead, test me to see if I'm ready. I'm always ready to start, even more ready to finish. It's not just the weather this time. It's how things change wtih the season, how moods follow the wind, how a little instability can drive a person up walls. I traded some carefree attitude for some self control and it was the best deal I've ever made. My blood is flowing with needed regulation. Rules for once, limits for a second time.
I'll see ya."
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