What a tiresome week it has been. I'm dramatic, but it's fine. Sometimes I need to be to get things done and I don't see how and why people don't understand that.
I'm in an entirely better place right now; tall ceilings, a closet the size of a bedroom, private bathroom and patio, 5 minutes from work. See, things just work out for me a lot of the time because they have to and the universe is usually on my side.
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The lawyer came to town. I was sober; scripts and drank-free. I wasn't nervous like I usually get after not seeing him in a while. We've been talking more and things feel comfortable. He kissed me with more passion than he ever has before. I mean, it was like we weren't here on Earth. It was like he was mine. I fell asleep next to him and had the most fulfilling night of sleep i've had in weeks. And as I laid next to him all night in my deep, deep slumber I dreamt about us. About us being together, happy, and whole.
I have absolutely no reason to not have hope at this point.
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