Horray!

I can live like this forever; I am happy. I have secrets and quiet feelings for people you'd never guess, but that's how I've always been. I spent months trying to understand him and feel like he feels; feel nothing always and forever. Now I am a pro. It's chemically induced, but fuck, it feels great to not feel anything but happiness. But i'm not talking about him. This isn't about him like it usually is. This is about me and everyone else.

So here I am, I've never felt so like myself before. I've 'come to' and I've never felt so balanced either. I've attracted all of these great things. My brain has really been working!