So Much Change

I will continue to write about this until it gets so old it actually feels like history.

Each day my brain is recovering, rebuilding, getting clearer and smarter. This is all new to me; all the right decisions and smart attitudes.
I've come to really know myself, just as much as I've come to realize how much I didn't know certain people. And it's so damn astonishing that I've ended these ties, those feelings, that dungeon of regret and emptiness. I mean, it's just so nice to live entire days without missing anyone and without feeling terrible heart pain.
I will introduce this new one when the time is right, but god damn, nothing has ever felt so right.

I realize I can not be accredited. I've grown to know that everyone is replaceable and I actually enjoy replacing. I have turned it into an activity in these recent months, but if I look at whom I've put on the line lately, everyone was up to no good and no good for me.