Monday, September 30, 2013

As If I Couldn't.

I recently got a new name. It starts with an A and ends with an S. And with that came a dreamy husband and a new life.

There are things that I set up for myself and with that came everything I've been fighting for.
I wanted to be faithful and sober and healthy for so long. It seemed so out of reach. I thought I was on the road to being a dirt bag for the rest of my life. But when shit got too heavy for the fan, I made a life changing decision.

I look in the mirror and I'm satisfied. This is new to me. I got so used to being so ashamed at the reflection I saw.

I am so damn strong now. I'm happy, in love, and fuck...call me the Jacqueline of all trades.