I couldn't sleep last night. That hasn't happened to me in months. Something is on my mind; i've been feeling guilty.
Sometimes I just want to disappear, but I know it wouldn't be fair.
The only time I truly feel my best is the first five minutes after I put on a fresh new face of make up. I raise my eyebrows and look in the mirror and think, "damn, I have some good genes"
Look, I'm not contradicting myself here, just different days bring different things and really, I'm only human.
I'm so alone in a place so crowded. I'm so alone in a place where we're all mostly the same.
I'm totally okay with it.
I will forever miss California.
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